Chrissy Teigen reveals alcohol relapse and sobriety struggles: Its a beast

​Chrissy Teigen is getting candid on her relationship with alcohol.The 39-year-old opened up about her sobriety journey on social media on Thursday.“Oh man.I’ve been dreading today’s podcast release since the moment we shot it.

And that has nothing to do with my incredible guest – @holly.Holly Whitaker changed my life, changed my perspective and changed how I view the f–king beast that is alcohol,” she began in a lengthy Instagram post.“But to have to admit to all of you: I let it back into my life.

to let a lot of you down, oh I feel it deeply.I was so proud every time one of you told me on the street that holly and I made you want to rethink drinking, reframe drinking.

I still am.The truth is, I don’t know what I’m doing.”Whitaker was a guest on Thursday’s episode of the cookbook author’s “Self-Conscious” podcast, where the two discussed Teigen’s obstacles.

“I one hundred percent know I like me better sober,” the model continued.“I one hundred percent know I get more done, I absolutely feel better in my body without it.

And I am one hundred percent pissed that I can’t be normal and have a cocktail with my husband on vacay without it turning into eight and feeling like s–t,” she said.“I’m tired of throwing up on a Tuesday.

I don’t wanna feel like I need a shot to talk to a crowd.I hate that the thought of maybe having a drink can consume me some days.”Teigen went on to explain that despite the struggle, her process of sobriety “has changed for the better.”“I am deeply aware of where this can go if I let it.

I guess my plan right now is to continue to be mindful with it.I can go to a concert sober and have the greatest time ever.

I can avoid absinthe at the Ren Faire and be so abbbbsolutely full of joy.Photos of my kid’s birthday parties are no longer me with bleary, sleepy drinking eyes.”Teigen, who shares kids Luna, 9, Miles, 6, Esti, 2, and Wren, 1, with husband John Legend, stated that she ...