Simon Cowell's fiancée, Lauren Silverman, is reflecting on what is was like to find out she was pregnant with their child, while she was still married to someone else, and the media storm that followed.During a recent interview on "Happy Mum: The Podcast," the 48-year-old opened up about the end of her marriage to businessman Andrew Silverman, and finding out she was pregnant with her and Cowell's now 12-year-old son Eric, while still married to him."There are so many emotions that went with that, because it was the end of my marriage, obviously," she explained."It was one of the hardest times of my life, because — I don’t want to say regretful, because I don’t regret anything — do I wish it had happened a different way … of course I do."Cowell and Silverman made their relationship public in 2013 after news broke that she was pregnant with his child.
News of their relationship and pregnancy caused a firestorm, with her husband filing for divorce shortly after news of her pregnancy broke.Silverman reflected on what it was like finding out she was pregnant with Cowell's baby while still married to another man.(Dave Benett/Getty Images for Simon Cowell: The Next Act)LEANN RIMES CLAIMS SHE BECAME 'A TARGET' DURING EDDIE CIBRIAN CHEATING SCANDALShe went on to say that she wishes she "could go back and take away the hurt and take away the pain" that her actions caused her ex-husband and their son, Adam.The scandal was heavily covered by news outlets, with Silverman now explaining that made it difficult for her to enjoy her pregnancy, saying her main "priority was just to keep Adam shielded and protected.""I was just so in fight or flight.
I was just trying to get through it and just try to wake up every day and not, I don't know, fall apart cause it was intense," she said."Everywhere I went … it was just the way that people would look at me.
I was on the cover of every magazine and there were news stories about it … it was just awful."Despite the bac...